The Book that influenced me

The book 'an autobiography of a yogi' really shook me and impressed me. I was searching seriously to know about the mystic powers, yogis,God, miracles etc at one time, few years ago, ; Then , i have taken this, accidentally and started reading. Though i have seen this book many times in stalls, i never knew about it. It is really a wonderful book for the person who want to know the saints, mystics, the ancient wisdom in India and real magical powers. you can read this book on line at Here. It was the autobiography of Sri paramahamsa Yogananda, who was with us till few years. Who lived for some time in USA too. Through him all the world knew the ancient indian mysitcs. It spell binds you while reading. It has changed the course of my life. I was and am very seriously impressed and affected by it. I strongly recommend to read this book

Ignorance

Of all the human beings , some , about 1% get the wise thought of working towards knowing themselves. They get up, start attending some sermons , lectures and read five dozens of books on religion and philosophy.Then they get the greatest thought that they learn a lot and their mind start commenting on the scriptures, gurus and entire religion. Out of those above 1%, 90 percent people go this way and start spreading their own message, commentary. I met similar " great philosophers". Recently i am working with some founder of my company who spends quite a lot of time in so called service to mankind like medical camps etc. He claimed that he studied a lot and did " Ph.D" in religion and philosophy. Initially i was very happy to have his company as the company of learned people elevates you to higher planes of living and thinking.

Horoscope has any meaning?

After considering the previously discussed disappointments,I assign this too to my horoscope. Otherwise, there is no good reason to fail in every effort to become big.. failed in us assignment to settle there, failed in dubai assignment, got cheated in malaysian asignment, new zealand assignment, green card opportunity, shares, job, education, and now also tailing in this google adsense business. But i have strong belief, confidence that i would and i should succeed in this last attampt to free myself from finance and obtain financial independence so that i proceed towards real independence as per scriptures and bhagawad geetha.

Disappointments -life

Though i have some good skills in many fields, though i have good luck period as per the horoscopes, though i have big dreams supported by my hard work, i am lagging behind all my contemporaries and my juniors.. i donot know why.. i dont know where the problem is.
I have taken vrs. while working in public service also, none satisfied with my talents and bosses got antogonised.. perhaps because of my stubbborn mentality and a belief that i know much.
After that i had to change jobs very frequently once in a year or twice in a year, and almost all times employer indicating me to quit job. I dont know where the trouble is.Though i have courage, patience, self confidence , the testing is approaching limit.
Always finance is problem. day after day, year after year i am going into debts.. without fail going into deeper debts.